To commence with, it takes me a whole guts to write this post. I was thinking if I should share about my very personal story here which can be seen by the whole world. By then, I thought about the purpose why I am blogging. Why am I here in blogger? The answer is obvious.
Today on 09 June, it has been precisely two harsh months since he has gone. For the past month, I could barely survive. I could barely breathe. I could barely live a normal life. Things went wrong with me all the time and I felt so heart broken inside. I felt like my heart has been ripped out and I could not stop my tears from falling again and again. I could not sleep at night and I thought about him all the time. At night, I looked up to the ceiling where there were many sparkle stars that I stick up there so it shined at night. I looked at my phone to see if there was any sms or call from him. I sat beside my window and looked out to the sky, but I found no stars. I lied back to my pillow and tried to get him off my mind, yet I could not.
