Yet Again, The Happiness Dream But This Time With A Vampire

Last night, I dreamed about the same meaning dream I used to have long time ago. The only one dream I had for once in my life. I think I never mention about that dream here or to anyone before. I called it "The Happiness Dream."

Long time ago, I had this dream. I dreamed of a guy, who I didn't remember his face, sitting behind my back in a bus. That was a long ride to a place I had no idea about. Without knowing, he leaned his hand backward toward my hand and held it. I suddenly felt the TRUE LOVE FEELING rushing from his hand through my blood aimed to my heart. My heart was pounding. My heart was beating so fast. Never in my life have I ever felt that happiness feeling before because I never believe that true love exist. I inadvertently held his hand back and cherished inside.

The feeling came again but this time with a vampire, Edward Cullen, in the movie Twilight. I know it is so random to dream about a vampire. He was so white and pale. I like that movie and I used to think that Edward is the kind of guy who would make me believe in love. His caring, his loving, his honestly, and his devotion for Bella. Last night, I saw him in my happiness dream. It's all the same like the one above, but this time I had to guts to look into his eyes and clutched his arm tightly to me. He hugged me and I clung onto him, afraid that I would lost him. He had this big black flower sign on his hand and I found two of them on my legs too. I ask, " why do I have these on mine like yours?" He said, "because you are my girl." By then I do not want to wake up. No, I do not want to. So what! I still awake from my fantasy world.

Isn't this just fantasy besides from reality? They do not exist in real life. You might not understand the feeling  I am feeling but I can not find a better happiness word to describe. Let say, it is the feeling when you have finally found your prince.
(Story from Medelin)